Mar 29, 2020  0  0  411

3RD DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 Things will not go back to normal. There was never normal.

 What you consider normal was your brain caught up in a loop of comfort with no spark of life in your days.

 Your life is not interesting, and you are not g...



Mar 27, 2020  0  0  390

1ST DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 We are in confusing times.

 While we are busy fighting wars in our heads.

 The world is fighting a virus that is picking us off one by on...



Mar 28, 2020  0  0  415

2ND DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

Yesterday was all right. At least I did not spend an evening in the corners of my comforts.

70 minutes on the treadmill, 20 minutes of reading, learned to bake brown burger buns and exercised for 60 seconds (Yes 1 minute).

Not forg...



Apr 1, 2020  0  0  389

6TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 My writing and thoughts have been shallow lately.

 Is it because I Am writing truthfully or??

 I mean I Am documenting how I spend my days. 

 I am not borrowing anyone's words but expressing what m...



Apr 7, 2020  0  0  379

12TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

12th day into the 21 days lockdown, I just broke down.

 Fear has found my spirit.

 I am worried about my business.

 In all my worries I remember that worries won't make it ANY better.

 The best I...



Apr 8, 2020  0  0  410

13TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 I am writing this letter to myself.

 Yesterday a virus caught my mind.

 I am swimming in fear.

 Where will the next customer come from?

 How am I going to pay my levies and taxes?

&...



Apr 10, 2020  0  0  423

15TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

It is sinking in people's minds that things will never be normal.

Prepare yourself for an uncertain future.

It may be difficult but at least it will be different and more often different is good.



Apr 11, 2020  0  0  395

16TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

Keeping a healthy routine is very crucial for those who are after a certain goal.

 Your healthy routine is not mine and mine, not yours. 

 What works for you might not work for me.

 My routine is boring ...



Apr 12, 2020  0  0  712

17TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

I remember when I was happy at a tender age.

 I was white like a dove, there was nothing but the truth in my feathers.

 Then I got older.

 I don't know if it got this way, or it started with a lie.

&n...



Apr 13, 2020  0  0  426

18TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

This pandemic reminds me of Job.

 He asked if we shall only accept good from God and not adversity.

 I am feeling the heat of COVID-19 in my business.

 It was joyful and amazing when I gained properties.

...



Apr 14, 2020  0  0  407

19TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 All you have is life.

 You can complain.

 Curse and cry.

 You can shout, get angry and become sad.

 You can jump and do it all.

 Say how unfair things are. You can subject your...



Apr 16, 2020  0  0  410

21ST DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

Have a reason or something that helps you stay your course.

 Too many things are happening at the moment.

 The economy is weakening.

 People are losing jobs.

 People are getting sick, and death i...



Mar 30, 2020  0  0  417

4TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 Yesterday was alright.

 It started slowly, but eventually picked up.

 I spend my days in the corners of my mind, Where I beat myself up and create a dark world.

 It gets better when I get on top of the ...



Apr 2, 2020  0  0  419

7TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 I ended up conversing with my partner about good habits and bad habits.

 How the conversation came to be, I don't know. All I know is that I was told that masturbation and sex are my bad habits.

 I was attacked for ...



Apr 4, 2020  0  0  411

9TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

I missed my daily posting from the 7th day.

That does not mean my mind stopped working, or the world stopped turning.

I kept my routine, just that I did a minimum on reading, writing, and the treadmill.

During these past fe...



Apr 15, 2020  0  0  408

20TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS

 My mother believes in me.

 She does not understand how much that means to me.

 The best thing is that I believe in myself.

 Thank you, Mama.



Sep 18, 2020  0  0  247

BEING HUMAN

Being Human

We feel (Anger, Love, Frustration, Happiness, and More)

We think

We fuck up

We make up

Our days are mixed up with the above.

I am Human,

I don't have an explanation of why at the ...