I am writing this letter to myself.
Yesterday a virus caught my mind.
I am swimming in fear.
Where will the next customer come from?
How am I going to pay my levies and taxes?
How will I pay for my staff?
The answer is I don't know despite having all the surrounding books.
I don't know despite preaching the message that everything will be ok.
While I face an uncertain future, I Can only trust that someone is winning somewhere.
We can't all go down, one of us may rise.
I am not a wishing type but at this moment I wish that the person who is winning be a friend, partner or family member.